Two months has passed and I've got to admit that it was nice knowing such a person like you. Someone who can make me smile, laugh and cry at the same time. But deep inside I know I will never regret loving you. From a stranger to a lover. I found myself falling for you deeper and deeper each and every single day until now.
One thing for sure is that it won't be easy for me to let go of someone like you. Someone who has always be there for me, someone who I can rely on and most importantly someone who never leaves me behind. I just want you to know that I will never forget the love you gave. I enjoyed every single moment spent with you. It was unforgettable. I will always remember it.
Its been hard on us. We fought, you got mad, I got sad, and its hard for me to console you so I gave up. I tried. Tried my very best and it feels kinda sucky cause I really suck at that. I really wish I could make you feel better. I'm just no good at that. I wish I can make you happy. :(
But things are different now. If only it never turn out this way, I won't have eyes that looked like I've been punched by someone, I wouldn't feel so helpless, like I feel so shitty about myself, I wouldn't feel miserable. Sigh. All I can hope for right now is that things will get better in time for us because I can't handle the pain I'm feeling now. Its so unbearable unlike the pain when I'm with you even though we fight. I really just wanna be with you. I love you Muhammad Haiqal Juniawan.
Its been hard on us. We fought, you got mad, I got sad, and its hard for me to console you so I gave up. I tried. Tried my very best and it feels kinda sucky cause I really suck at that. I really wish I could make you feel better. I'm just no good at that. I wish I can make you happy. :(
With just a look at you, I feel better, I feel relieved. I have no idea how you did that but what I wanna say is that I want no fights, no grudges, simply just forgive and forget. I just wanna be there for you, not gonna leave you and be by your side every single time when life hits hard on you. I'll give you all my support as much as I can just to be with you.
But things are different now. If only it never turn out this way, I won't have eyes that looked like I've been punched by someone, I wouldn't feel so helpless, like I feel so shitty about myself, I wouldn't feel miserable. Sigh. All I can hope for right now is that things will get better in time for us because I can't handle the pain I'm feeling now. Its so unbearable unlike the pain when I'm with you even though we fight. I really just wanna be with you. I love you Muhammad Haiqal Juniawan.
hugs and kisses,
xoxo