Started of as a bitter sweet eighteen. It was expected though. Woke up feeling horrible, could feel my body really weak, not wanting to do anything at all but lie on the bed. Because of that I skipped 2 hour lecture just staring at the ceiling. Phone was ringing and beeping for every 10 minutes. Still I did nothing. I feel like a fool somewhat. I've got no one to blame but myself. I wanna go back to where I could stand with both my feet on the ground, firmly and confidently. Hopefully things will get better. Yes it will. Its just a matter of time.

Started of as a bitter sweet eighteen. It was expected though. Woke up feeling horrible, could feel my body really weak, not wanting to do anything at all but lie on the bed. Because of that I skipped 2 hour lecture just staring at the ceiling. Phone was ringing and beeping for every 10 minutes. Still I did nothing. I feel like a fool somewhat. I've got no one to blame but myself. I wanna go back to where I could stand with both my feet on the ground, firmly and confidently. Hopefully things will get better. Yes it will. Its just a matter of time.