My immunity level was so freaking high just before I entered a small car with 8 sick people squeezing in which also made me had butt cramps too! I was so excited because I was close enough to enter Night Safari Halloween when it rained heavily yesterday. Grr. Too bad for us. That's when all sorts of plan came out and one of it was watching Halloween 2. It was not a great movie after all, most of the scenes were sickening. Omg! After the movie, headed straight for dinner and was back home at 12. I was sleeping soundly in the car when the others, talking and laughing out loud. I'm such a sleepyhead. Heh heh.

Neither am I mad. Neither am I sad. I will just gonna put everything aside and pretend my circle of friends are limited. I have this smile which can only appear to those people. If you smile at me and if I don't smile back, this means I don't know who you are or let's just say WE never meet. Isn't that simple? Don't worry. If you can't do that, I can. If you don't understand me, try understanding yourself first. Find a reason in yourself before asking anything. Enough said. Thank you. Bye.

Hopeless Saturday. It's 24th October and I heard that Lee Min Ho is coming Singapore and will be staying in Singapore for 2 days at Raffles Hotel for the second time. The first time he came I missed it due to some reasons.

Omgggg. Can you imagine how I excited was when I heard this. I dragged my cousin along just to see him. This is the only time you can see girls become so rough and ugly, running here and there like mad cows when they see their celebrities, or not. It was late to pick up Lee Min Ho from the airport, so I went to town straight at 1pm. Thought it would be early if we went Plaza Singapura because he will only welcome the opening of Etude at 4pm.

I was smiling so widely that I think I know how it looked like while walking our way there. My toes were hurting but I didn't mind. As long as I've got to see him that's fine with me. As soon as we reached there, I was like :O because the crowds were like mad.


The lifts were to slow and the escalator ware blocked by LMH's fans. We took the staircase exits to be on the same level as Etude. We got ourselves a way to get near to the shop but were just stuck at KFC. It was hot and sweaty. We waited and waited. Even before 4pm, some of the fans walked away and said the event was canceled. At first I couldn't believe it, thought maybe it was a way to get the fans out from there. However, more and more fans went out towards us and we made our way nearer to the shop. That was when the security said it was canceled.


WT HECK! The security even told us there was a small gift from Etude near Starbucks. That part was funny! The girls! OMG GIRLS! Running like elephants all the way up to Starbucks! I'm not saying I'm not part of the crowd but it was amazing to see them or even myself behaving that way. And there was a long freaking queue! After awhile, I started seeing more and more girls running towards us trying to cut the queue just to receive the small gift. Its not as if LMH is there. -.-

I really need to get away from people around me. I feel so near yet so far. Reason is because I am simply too naive to always be there for them when they don't even do the same thing in return. Instead they just throw it away as if its nothing to them. Oh? Am I your freaking slave or something? I'm just so pissed to have always been through this A LOT of times. I don't have to say who you are or whatsoever. Just mind what you're doing and don't get me involve in your situation when you're in need if this is what you want. If you realize you're guilty, I don't need your apology. You just have to feel sorry for yourself for being way too selfish, treating people as if humans have no feelings. Whether you're there or not, it doesn't make any difference to me. Too bad you are like that but I can handle this myself! Thanks a lot! Bye!

Today is very today. I sat too much. I walked too much. I stared too much. I listened to much. I talked too much. Oh, did I? But anyway, I'm so glad that I'm already home. I am so tired. I am very tired. I am very very tired. Tuesday used to be my favourite day with 4 hrs of school but for this semester, it increases to 10! From 8am all the way to 6pm with only 2hrs of break! I totally wish there are no Tuesdays! Not only that, I have 1 module for 4 long hours! I feel dying! Ok nevermind about this. Its only once a week. I have to bare this in mind and drag my feet to school. How I love my timetable! -.-

And again I have a new name. Thanks ya, Nas! You people really have nothing better to do. *Shakes head*

It's been a long time since I attended to a wedding ceremony and I became the flower girl. It was my first time, so busy until I found my secondary school senior's sister. We chatted and laughed for a very long time. And our aunties keep saying 'potong gaji' for I don't know how many times. Hahaha. But we pretend we heard nothing. It was fun. We were kinda related in a way or another; be it friends or relatives. Didn't know they came. Still, it was a surprise to meet them there. Heh.

Anyway, Cheers to the start of term 2 tomorrow! Like finally I'm heading back to school! More modules, long timetables. My attachment learning journal still not done yet. Ah, I'm so forgetful! And I can't wait to see Nasyita's hair! Is it short? Or is it the same length. I'm so curious. Yet again, she cut short previously. I should know how it looks like. Can't wait! Hehehe.

Not forgetting my work(If I get through the interview), I'll be working too. That will keep me busy and tired all day long. Hope all this will gonna be ok for me. I'm scared but I'll try. Heh.

Back to my learning journal. Well then, see you people around if I see you! :D

Wajihah is really a busy woman. Even before working in the hospital. Only god knows why she's that busy. That is why outings for us have to be planned ahead. So Wa, you better treat us something and I know you will! Hehehehe.

But yesterday to bugis, was planned the day before and it was a success yet still, Wa had to go off around 7. Which is a good thing because I didn't buy the dress. I got something better. Earlier before meeting Dee and Rain, we tried something new. Something that people never seen before. Even I haven't seen it before until that day and its my hair! I had my hair short. The first thing that came into my mind was I looked like a guy who turned into a girl. But they say its nice. Hahaha. So, I'm still in dilemma whether I should cut it or not. I know Nasyita's gonna cut it. You go private investigator! Hehehe.


Anyway, played taboo on Sunday. The excitement and self-hyper did not stay throughout the game. It only begins in the afternoon and on msn. Should play it with a different person the next time.


After the game, went to Lot 1 to grab some food after that and head to Cotton On. As usual, this long lost person who does not recognize me every time I walked into that shop but eventually that day he finally regain his conscious and gladly remembered me! And you guys should be lucky I can get discounts for it. Yet, not even a 'thank you' heard. :P


Might be going to school to buy lecture notes with Nasyita tomorrow. And maybe, heading to town, still not sure yet. My money is depleting, I have to stop spending for now since I won't be working. Got to search for one soon!

Finally I'm done with my attachment for this holidays! I am so deadbeat after having morning and afternoon shifts for three weeks straight (including weekends!). Yesterday was the last one and I was quite sad that I won't be seeing those cute aunties there. I am lucky enough I replaced one of the days on last Saturday. Grades were given and I know I could have gotten better if its not for my punctuality. Still, its okay because its my first time working in the hospital. Straight after school, I went bugis with Shab and I was close enough to buy a dress but in the end we totally forgot all about it and I didn't not buy it. How unlucky am I.

I guess this weeks will be the last week of holiday which I think is enough for me to rest, and after that I'll be heading back to school. Second semester is better because of the timetable. I don't have to wake up at 8 everyday except for Tuesday but still I hate it because school ends late most of time. Start late, end late.

Anyway, today was suppose to be another day out with the secondary school students but most of them were busy. So, Nasyita and I went out with our L03 mates, together with Dida. Went all around Singapore but didn't manage to visit one of the house which is in Tampines. We were all tired and couldn't walk anymore. I'm so glad I reached home already.

My eyes can barely open. I'm typing this with my eyes half open, half close. Heh, I should sleep now. Goodnight. K bye.

My immunity level was so freaking high just before I entered a small car with 8 sick people squeezing in which also made me had butt cramps too! I was so excited because I was close enough to enter Night Safari Halloween when it rained heavily yesterday. Grr. Too bad for us. That's when all sorts of plan came out and one of it was watching Halloween 2. It was not a great movie after all, most of the scenes were sickening. Omg! After the movie, headed straight for dinner and was back home at 12. I was sleeping soundly in the car when the others, talking and laughing out loud. I'm such a sleepyhead. Heh heh.

Neither am I mad. Neither am I sad. I will just gonna put everything aside and pretend my circle of friends are limited. I have this smile which can only appear to those people. If you smile at me and if I don't smile back, this means I don't know who you are or let's just say WE never meet. Isn't that simple? Don't worry. If you can't do that, I can. If you don't understand me, try understanding yourself first. Find a reason in yourself before asking anything. Enough said. Thank you. Bye.

Hopeless Saturday. It's 24th October and I heard that Lee Min Ho is coming Singapore and will be staying in Singapore for 2 days at Raffles Hotel for the second time. The first time he came I missed it due to some reasons.

Omgggg. Can you imagine how I excited was when I heard this. I dragged my cousin along just to see him. This is the only time you can see girls become so rough and ugly, running here and there like mad cows when they see their celebrities, or not. It was late to pick up Lee Min Ho from the airport, so I went to town straight at 1pm. Thought it would be early if we went Plaza Singapura because he will only welcome the opening of Etude at 4pm.

I was smiling so widely that I think I know how it looked like while walking our way there. My toes were hurting but I didn't mind. As long as I've got to see him that's fine with me. As soon as we reached there, I was like :O because the crowds were like mad.


The lifts were to slow and the escalator ware blocked by LMH's fans. We took the staircase exits to be on the same level as Etude. We got ourselves a way to get near to the shop but were just stuck at KFC. It was hot and sweaty. We waited and waited. Even before 4pm, some of the fans walked away and said the event was canceled. At first I couldn't believe it, thought maybe it was a way to get the fans out from there. However, more and more fans went out towards us and we made our way nearer to the shop. That was when the security said it was canceled.


WT HECK! The security even told us there was a small gift from Etude near Starbucks. That part was funny! The girls! OMG GIRLS! Running like elephants all the way up to Starbucks! I'm not saying I'm not part of the crowd but it was amazing to see them or even myself behaving that way. And there was a long freaking queue! After awhile, I started seeing more and more girls running towards us trying to cut the queue just to receive the small gift. Its not as if LMH is there. -.-

I really need to get away from people around me. I feel so near yet so far. Reason is because I am simply too naive to always be there for them when they don't even do the same thing in return. Instead they just throw it away as if its nothing to them. Oh? Am I your freaking slave or something? I'm just so pissed to have always been through this A LOT of times. I don't have to say who you are or whatsoever. Just mind what you're doing and don't get me involve in your situation when you're in need if this is what you want. If you realize you're guilty, I don't need your apology. You just have to feel sorry for yourself for being way too selfish, treating people as if humans have no feelings. Whether you're there or not, it doesn't make any difference to me. Too bad you are like that but I can handle this myself! Thanks a lot! Bye!

Today is very today. I sat too much. I walked too much. I stared too much. I listened to much. I talked too much. Oh, did I? But anyway, I'm so glad that I'm already home. I am so tired. I am very tired. I am very very tired. Tuesday used to be my favourite day with 4 hrs of school but for this semester, it increases to 10! From 8am all the way to 6pm with only 2hrs of break! I totally wish there are no Tuesdays! Not only that, I have 1 module for 4 long hours! I feel dying! Ok nevermind about this. Its only once a week. I have to bare this in mind and drag my feet to school. How I love my timetable! -.-

And again I have a new name. Thanks ya, Nas! You people really have nothing better to do. *Shakes head*

It's been a long time since I attended to a wedding ceremony and I became the flower girl. It was my first time, so busy until I found my secondary school senior's sister. We chatted and laughed for a very long time. And our aunties keep saying 'potong gaji' for I don't know how many times. Hahaha. But we pretend we heard nothing. It was fun. We were kinda related in a way or another; be it friends or relatives. Didn't know they came. Still, it was a surprise to meet them there. Heh.

Anyway, Cheers to the start of term 2 tomorrow! Like finally I'm heading back to school! More modules, long timetables. My attachment learning journal still not done yet. Ah, I'm so forgetful! And I can't wait to see Nasyita's hair! Is it short? Or is it the same length. I'm so curious. Yet again, she cut short previously. I should know how it looks like. Can't wait! Hehehe.

Not forgetting my work(If I get through the interview), I'll be working too. That will keep me busy and tired all day long. Hope all this will gonna be ok for me. I'm scared but I'll try. Heh.

Back to my learning journal. Well then, see you people around if I see you! :D

Wajihah is really a busy woman. Even before working in the hospital. Only god knows why she's that busy. That is why outings for us have to be planned ahead. So Wa, you better treat us something and I know you will! Hehehehe.

But yesterday to bugis, was planned the day before and it was a success yet still, Wa had to go off around 7. Which is a good thing because I didn't buy the dress. I got something better. Earlier before meeting Dee and Rain, we tried something new. Something that people never seen before. Even I haven't seen it before until that day and its my hair! I had my hair short. The first thing that came into my mind was I looked like a guy who turned into a girl. But they say its nice. Hahaha. So, I'm still in dilemma whether I should cut it or not. I know Nasyita's gonna cut it. You go private investigator! Hehehe.


Anyway, played taboo on Sunday. The excitement and self-hyper did not stay throughout the game. It only begins in the afternoon and on msn. Should play it with a different person the next time.


After the game, went to Lot 1 to grab some food after that and head to Cotton On. As usual, this long lost person who does not recognize me every time I walked into that shop but eventually that day he finally regain his conscious and gladly remembered me! And you guys should be lucky I can get discounts for it. Yet, not even a 'thank you' heard. :P


Might be going to school to buy lecture notes with Nasyita tomorrow. And maybe, heading to town, still not sure yet. My money is depleting, I have to stop spending for now since I won't be working. Got to search for one soon!

Finally I'm done with my attachment for this holidays! I am so deadbeat after having morning and afternoon shifts for three weeks straight (including weekends!). Yesterday was the last one and I was quite sad that I won't be seeing those cute aunties there. I am lucky enough I replaced one of the days on last Saturday. Grades were given and I know I could have gotten better if its not for my punctuality. Still, its okay because its my first time working in the hospital. Straight after school, I went bugis with Shab and I was close enough to buy a dress but in the end we totally forgot all about it and I didn't not buy it. How unlucky am I.

I guess this weeks will be the last week of holiday which I think is enough for me to rest, and after that I'll be heading back to school. Second semester is better because of the timetable. I don't have to wake up at 8 everyday except for Tuesday but still I hate it because school ends late most of time. Start late, end late.

Anyway, today was suppose to be another day out with the secondary school students but most of them were busy. So, Nasyita and I went out with our L03 mates, together with Dida. Went all around Singapore but didn't manage to visit one of the house which is in Tampines. We were all tired and couldn't walk anymore. I'm so glad I reached home already.

My eyes can barely open. I'm typing this with my eyes half open, half close. Heh, I should sleep now. Goodnight. K bye.