FINALLY I'M HAVING HOLIDAYS! Too excited that I ended CA half an hour earlier.

Went out with Nasyita, hoping that the night market is already open but how pathetic, only the lights were on and not the stalls. So went to plaza to buy food cause she was hungry and I'm not (seemed strange somehow but I'm full, heh). Bought food AGAIN at sheng siong. The black and white whole are back, I guess? Or maybe I retired? Hahahah -.- And it doesn't stop there, headed back to plaza and get ice cream. Perut mawas.

Can you imagine 2 of your front teeth is gone? Cause I can't. Hahahaha.

My presence doesn't make any difference.

Those are what I've been doing for the past for weeks.

Today's attachment at community service was tiring. Standing up for like 5 hrs and do nothing. I can feel the great great pressure pressing on my feet. So, ended up talking and sitting on the patient's bed for the rest of the hours. Just another day of attachment and I'll be having my two weeks holiday!

Rushed and sweat all the way home just to catch Transformers which started at 5.45pm. Soon after the movie ended, stayed around at cc to watch Fir played takraw. I swear I don't understand the scores. Heh.

And tomorrow, going BP with the crazy woman who just flood my tagboard. And yes, I enjoy hiding and running away from those people. Haha.

It is still undefined. Just observation alone is not enough. I'll just need a little bit of time. After all that happened, it stayed the same and it always stayed the same. It keeps coming back and it keeps hoping for more. It keeps waiting for more, still and I'll keep watching from afar.

Life's a beach was GREAT. Congrats to those hot bods who won. I met people who didn't actually meet me cause somehow I was hiding myself from being seen from those people. Instead they met my friends and not me. Hahah. I want more of that (:

One week of CA at Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic was exciting yet gross. Nearly fainted during one of the days. How am I going to become a nurse in future? Heh. Another week of CA and I can enjoy holidays :D

Feelings are so numb, numb and numb. Because I'm unsure of those feelings of mine.

10June2009
Straight after AAP&NSL papers, the three of us went to celebrate Dee and Ika's birthday.

It was wonderful+great+fantastic+fabulous. Ika was the first one to be surprised. With her home clothes on even though we told her to get herself ready like 1 hr ago. Followed by Dee. Surprised her in front of her house door with brownie. The funny part was her immediate reaction: open the door, saw us, scream and slammed the door (as if she saw us as ghosts) and open the door again. Hah and she's being taped! :D

Surprises, blindfold, roller coaster, seoul garden, boyfriends, presents, camwhore and more camwhore were included too.

11June2009
Realised that both ezlink and student ID were missing. Pissed and very pissed. Accompanied by Dida to have the passport photo taken and quickly went to the service. Damn it, such a pisser, I didn't bring my IC. ARGHHH!

So head to JE Library to study with Dida. Last minutes notes. Didn't get to memorise actually. Eventually we talked and talked. LOL. Reached home, also didn't study. Was too sleepy actually. Heh heh. Ended up sleeping early.

12June2009
Where did I go? Nvm, I can't remember and I don't want to. (Because apparently I remembered what happen.) LOL.

And today, was also nothing too. I'm just tired and feels like sleeping now.
Yeah, I'll upload the pics some other time.

When will this come to an end? Because I'm sick and tired of playing your games.

Common test is this week. I've been slacking and not studying alot and really alot lately. For the tests that I've done, I only bother to read through and I know it is still not enough. I guess I just can't be bothered with it.

I have loads of things to be done which I don't feel like doing so but I still have to do it cause I will be dead if I don't do it. Sigh, it's just too complicated.

Okk I better start reading my notes for tmr paper before I feel like dying. DIE DIE DIE. Two more papers and I'm done!

And last but not least, someone's turning seventeen tmr!

I miss being SEVENTEEN -.- and I want to be SEVENTEEN forever!

Mondays I sleep away. Tuesdays I lay awake. Wednesdays are the worst. Thursdays I reminisce. Friday I see your face and I can't breathe. Although the distance is daring, I sure know what it's like to be alone. I can't decide. I can't seem to make the right move. I can't predict. I can't see where its coming from. I can't seem to explain. One of us will break apart and walk the other way. But now there's no point turning back lets face the facts. Let me be the one.

Somehow I wish you understand.

Straight after school went to meet Dee, Ika and Hidayat (extra hahaha). Its been so so so so long since we hang out. Alot of updates and alot of happenings happening lately. While they are having their holidays, I'm still stuck in school with common tests and clinical attachment! Maybe nolah, CA in polyclinics. So frustrating but i LOIKE. Hahaha.



And oh oh I saw a squirrel in NP! So cuteeeeeeeee!

FINALLY I'M HAVING HOLIDAYS! Too excited that I ended CA half an hour earlier.

Went out with Nasyita, hoping that the night market is already open but how pathetic, only the lights were on and not the stalls. So went to plaza to buy food cause she was hungry and I'm not (seemed strange somehow but I'm full, heh). Bought food AGAIN at sheng siong. The black and white whole are back, I guess? Or maybe I retired? Hahahah -.- And it doesn't stop there, headed back to plaza and get ice cream. Perut mawas.

Can you imagine 2 of your front teeth is gone? Cause I can't. Hahahaha.

My presence doesn't make any difference.

Those are what I've been doing for the past for weeks.

Today's attachment at community service was tiring. Standing up for like 5 hrs and do nothing. I can feel the great great pressure pressing on my feet. So, ended up talking and sitting on the patient's bed for the rest of the hours. Just another day of attachment and I'll be having my two weeks holiday!

Rushed and sweat all the way home just to catch Transformers which started at 5.45pm. Soon after the movie ended, stayed around at cc to watch Fir played takraw. I swear I don't understand the scores. Heh.

And tomorrow, going BP with the crazy woman who just flood my tagboard. And yes, I enjoy hiding and running away from those people. Haha.

It is still undefined. Just observation alone is not enough. I'll just need a little bit of time. After all that happened, it stayed the same and it always stayed the same. It keeps coming back and it keeps hoping for more. It keeps waiting for more, still and I'll keep watching from afar.

Life's a beach was GREAT. Congrats to those hot bods who won. I met people who didn't actually meet me cause somehow I was hiding myself from being seen from those people. Instead they met my friends and not me. Hahah. I want more of that (:

One week of CA at Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic was exciting yet gross. Nearly fainted during one of the days. How am I going to become a nurse in future? Heh. Another week of CA and I can enjoy holidays :D

Feelings are so numb, numb and numb. Because I'm unsure of those feelings of mine.

10June2009
Straight after AAP&NSL papers, the three of us went to celebrate Dee and Ika's birthday.

It was wonderful+great+fantastic+fabulous. Ika was the first one to be surprised. With her home clothes on even though we told her to get herself ready like 1 hr ago. Followed by Dee. Surprised her in front of her house door with brownie. The funny part was her immediate reaction: open the door, saw us, scream and slammed the door (as if she saw us as ghosts) and open the door again. Hah and she's being taped! :D

Surprises, blindfold, roller coaster, seoul garden, boyfriends, presents, camwhore and more camwhore were included too.

11June2009
Realised that both ezlink and student ID were missing. Pissed and very pissed. Accompanied by Dida to have the passport photo taken and quickly went to the service. Damn it, such a pisser, I didn't bring my IC. ARGHHH!

So head to JE Library to study with Dida. Last minutes notes. Didn't get to memorise actually. Eventually we talked and talked. LOL. Reached home, also didn't study. Was too sleepy actually. Heh heh. Ended up sleeping early.

12June2009
Where did I go? Nvm, I can't remember and I don't want to. (Because apparently I remembered what happen.) LOL.

And today, was also nothing too. I'm just tired and feels like sleeping now.
Yeah, I'll upload the pics some other time.

When will this come to an end? Because I'm sick and tired of playing your games.

Common test is this week. I've been slacking and not studying alot and really alot lately. For the tests that I've done, I only bother to read through and I know it is still not enough. I guess I just can't be bothered with it.

I have loads of things to be done which I don't feel like doing so but I still have to do it cause I will be dead if I don't do it. Sigh, it's just too complicated.

Okk I better start reading my notes for tmr paper before I feel like dying. DIE DIE DIE. Two more papers and I'm done!

And last but not least, someone's turning seventeen tmr!

I miss being SEVENTEEN -.- and I want to be SEVENTEEN forever!

Mondays I sleep away. Tuesdays I lay awake. Wednesdays are the worst. Thursdays I reminisce. Friday I see your face and I can't breathe. Although the distance is daring, I sure know what it's like to be alone. I can't decide. I can't seem to make the right move. I can't predict. I can't see where its coming from. I can't seem to explain. One of us will break apart and walk the other way. But now there's no point turning back lets face the facts. Let me be the one.

Somehow I wish you understand.

Straight after school went to meet Dee, Ika and Hidayat (extra hahaha). Its been so so so so long since we hang out. Alot of updates and alot of happenings happening lately. While they are having their holidays, I'm still stuck in school with common tests and clinical attachment! Maybe nolah, CA in polyclinics. So frustrating but i LOIKE. Hahaha.



And oh oh I saw a squirrel in NP! So cuteeeeeeeee!