Firstly, let me just clear things off before I start anything because I've created alot of confusion between me and myself and my heart and my mind. It's just too complicated that everything ended up to be nothing. Because of too much expectation that so happened to be unexpected. I'm sorry to those whom I've hurt earlier. I wouldn't want it to happen either. I'm not really taking everything for much more than it means. I didn't mean to avoid any of you. Because its just a matter of time that nobody now knows what they actually want from one another. And this includes me too.

Secondly, I wish money is not a problem. You know why.
Thirdly, my nursing dress looks huge on me. I have to wear it on Monday. Grr.
Forthly, LIKE FINALLY IKA UPDATED HER BLOG!
And now its 11plus, I have to study for my common test. Since I slept like a pig since morning, I should be very awake and start studying now.

I longed to see you and your smile ):

Here I am so wide awake even though I reached home around 4plus in the morning but still I am very very very tired. Heh heh so funny. The moment I reached there I can feel the power and its like overpowering. This reminded me of what ^^ told me. Really cannot take it. Hahaha. I'm so baddddd.

Today's tuition at JE. I don't feel like going out. Because I have yet to complete my CITS essay and its 22.5%. I think I make no sense in the essay. But nvm I still like the way I wrote it.

Practical test, common test and clinical attachment is around the corner and I so want it to be done and over with. Thats alot to fill my weekdys and weekends. At least I won't be bored at home. I miss studying. -___-

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Whats the point of criticising people when it all reflects back to you? You're just another psychoticmaniac I've heard from someone. How can you spit everthing out to someone you don't even know or even seen before? Know it well before judging a book by its cover. Because it will only result in frustration and hatred among people. You will just break up another two innocent parties. Are you even thinking? It all just started to soon and ended pathetically way too fast.

Grrr.
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I'm so sick and tired of lectures. All I do is sleep and sleep for all lectures and when I woke up, its always over. So, I missed AAP lecture due to HS delegates interview. Heh I won't say anything about this. Next lesson was NSL, practically we did nothing again cause the teacher malas hahah jkjk. she did not want to confuse us for our practical and common test. And that we were released 30 minutes earlier to go to pizza hut for class bonding. -_- hahah.



And I told myself I want to go somewhere except for home. Because its like sooo freaking early, around 6plus to 7. I went all the way back to school to meet Atiqah. Wani and Aiman went off earlier to eat. For 2 hours we waited for Ezzati. While doing so, Atiqah chatted with this stupid robot. Like wth the robot can't be bothered to reply us. Some more she showed me her secondary school photos and we laughed laughed laughed cause her face buruk mcm beruk. Sorry eh but its so funny heh heh. Laughed all the way until Ezzati like finally showed up.

Reached home about 10 plus. Been wanting to do my essay but I'm so lazyyy. I wish I have a robot, a clever robot. ): hahaha.

Yesterday was too tired. Had 3 hours before tuition. Nothing better to do but looked at some people and gossiped about our classmates with evil Winnie. She's like the damn evil person lah :D

After tuition ended, didn't even bothered to bathe and I slept mcm babi soon as I reached home. With all the assignments which look like mountain rather than homeworks and quizes which I have no time to study really kill my time to do other stuffs. Shitshitshit.

However, I did well for the MIC quiz just now and I got 12/15! How about that Winnie? And I didn't even study! Smart ah? Hahaha. Tuition today was cancelled. So, went to KAP with Winnie, Kimmie and Andros. He's buying a hamster! Like so cuteee! Heh heh.

Like zomg I have essays to do! Till next time then :D

Cause I know I will break the 2 years pinky promise like Wawa knows I cannot take it! Crappy penalty made, not talking to each other for one month. But can write letter? Heheh been there done that and obviously we both cannot take the silence. Hahahah.

Plans changed last minute. Instead of jogging, went to KAP to study(as if only) cause I have no book to study. Some more Wawa not talking to me due to some secret horrible scene she made. Hahahaha. But at last at least she was bored and couldn't take it so she talked to me. Sweet and sour Suba did a little paragraph for each of us. NICE CRITICSM.

Ate, laughed, fooled, and Aqilah drove us home. And I'm so tired. Plus bored to max!

I got to know that my clinical attachment is AT FREAKING TEMPINES. Like as if I know how to get there. I mean I know but its like freaking FAR and I can confirm I will get lost. Its like one freaking end of Singapore and I'm living around the west some more. Urghhhhhh.

I think I better leave right now before I fall any deeper and deeper.

False pretenders. Mcm babi.

Seriously, I can't stop saying _________ mcm babi. Sorry Nasyita, sorry Fizzo. It's kinda irritating but I'm addicted to it. Heh heh.

So contradicting.
Jesse Mccartney hot hot!

And both of them keep staring at each other blankly.

I'm clueless ):

I'm on a guy strike =x

It keeps getting closer and closer every steps away from reality which makes me fall even harder.

Booboo I love friends. Hahah.

Wawa got a red eye. Sore eye some more. ):

I love donkey. I sound like a retarded donkey. I love mouse. I love rooster (not chicken). I love snake. Basically I love the animal game. I felt like an idiot just now. (hehhehheeeeeyorrreee) Hahaha.

I have nothing to update actually but I feel like updating, so yah ok done. Heh heh.

Shit you.

Just another lecture smacked me hard right at the back.

It wasn't what I had usually expected from myelf, a cheerful and always smiling person. Not that I haven't been happy and always smiling. I've always been putting on the wide smile just to make sure that everyone's happy. But the fact that everything around me seems to be very distorted made me totally feel like a very different person. Maybe not to them but to me. Ok, whatever this is so crappy. Heh heh.

I feel so dead right now.

Been missing all my gfs until just now. Especially Wawa. Saw her in school made me feel like crying which I eventually did even though I tried holding back those tears. We were complaining about how different it is to find each other not there during lessons after FOUR YEARS STRAIGHT IN THE SAME CLASS. The way we used to distract each other, make fun of the teachers, chase away 5 eng teacher in a year, make the class annoyed with our laughter, doing the silly things and stuffs like that. How I miss that.

Went lot 1 just now. But Dee is not around and Ika had to go off early. Left with the three of us, me, Nas and Wawa. Went from shop to shop to find thermometer for Nas but still couldn't find one. Instead we end up buying accessories and trying apparels. We were so bored that we came out with jokes that we laughed because its not funny. -__- heh heh.

Then we went to new york and had a talk about guys which was not really a talk because we wanted a solution for us to think positively about guys but it was basically a full of nonsense guy talk which we still don't know/have no idea what the solution is. Its funny how we interpret guys out there. (No offence)

Nas: Okay, do you like ______?
Wawa: No, I don't know?
Me: I also don't know. (On behalf of Wawa)
Nas: Can you see the future?
All three laughed.
Wawa: Like how many babies I have??
Me: Your head lah! Not yet! Marry first!
Wawa: Boyfriend girlfriend first lah then marry!!
Me: Oh yah, we skip alot of steps eh? Hahaha.
All three lying on the chair laughing.

All of us talked with those stupid expression on our faces. See what New York has done to us. All the guys that I don't approve will not be Wawa's guy and all the guys that she doesn't approve will not be my guy. Hahaha and that is why we're still single.

I love you, girls! :D

Find something on me to make your mind rest easily but you just can't decide.

It's been awhile since I blogged. From the first day of school and then now. Been busy with the lessons and more lessons. Too shagged from waking up early every morning and sleeping quite late and also missing the stuffs I used to do with the cooliest, hawk and the alien. Heh. So here's just a short post.

These few days, I didn't really talk alot due to some reasons. People were asking me why am I very quiet and behaving strangely. And all I did was say nothing but smile.

Reached home quite late just now. Accompanied by Jaivin and I was being forced to talk everything out. Maybe it was bothering me alot and he noticed it. It made me feel better at last at least. :D Not really fine but somehow I managed to talk to someone. Also thanks to those who tried talking to me. Heh heh.

"I only know you for 2 weeks but we talk like we know each other for 10 years.' Hahaha. Thats what he said.

Firstly, let me just clear things off before I start anything because I've created alot of confusion between me and myself and my heart and my mind. It's just too complicated that everything ended up to be nothing. Because of too much expectation that so happened to be unexpected. I'm sorry to those whom I've hurt earlier. I wouldn't want it to happen either. I'm not really taking everything for much more than it means. I didn't mean to avoid any of you. Because its just a matter of time that nobody now knows what they actually want from one another. And this includes me too.

Secondly, I wish money is not a problem. You know why.
Thirdly, my nursing dress looks huge on me. I have to wear it on Monday. Grr.
Forthly, LIKE FINALLY IKA UPDATED HER BLOG!
And now its 11plus, I have to study for my common test. Since I slept like a pig since morning, I should be very awake and start studying now.

I longed to see you and your smile ):

Here I am so wide awake even though I reached home around 4plus in the morning but still I am very very very tired. Heh heh so funny. The moment I reached there I can feel the power and its like overpowering. This reminded me of what ^^ told me. Really cannot take it. Hahaha. I'm so baddddd.

Today's tuition at JE. I don't feel like going out. Because I have yet to complete my CITS essay and its 22.5%. I think I make no sense in the essay. But nvm I still like the way I wrote it.

Practical test, common test and clinical attachment is around the corner and I so want it to be done and over with. Thats alot to fill my weekdys and weekends. At least I won't be bored at home. I miss studying. -___-

[edit]
Whats the point of criticising people when it all reflects back to you? You're just another psychoticmaniac I've heard from someone. How can you spit everthing out to someone you don't even know or even seen before? Know it well before judging a book by its cover. Because it will only result in frustration and hatred among people. You will just break up another two innocent parties. Are you even thinking? It all just started to soon and ended pathetically way too fast.

Grrr.
[/edit]

I'm so sick and tired of lectures. All I do is sleep and sleep for all lectures and when I woke up, its always over. So, I missed AAP lecture due to HS delegates interview. Heh I won't say anything about this. Next lesson was NSL, practically we did nothing again cause the teacher malas hahah jkjk. she did not want to confuse us for our practical and common test. And that we were released 30 minutes earlier to go to pizza hut for class bonding. -_- hahah.



And I told myself I want to go somewhere except for home. Because its like sooo freaking early, around 6plus to 7. I went all the way back to school to meet Atiqah. Wani and Aiman went off earlier to eat. For 2 hours we waited for Ezzati. While doing so, Atiqah chatted with this stupid robot. Like wth the robot can't be bothered to reply us. Some more she showed me her secondary school photos and we laughed laughed laughed cause her face buruk mcm beruk. Sorry eh but its so funny heh heh. Laughed all the way until Ezzati like finally showed up.

Reached home about 10 plus. Been wanting to do my essay but I'm so lazyyy. I wish I have a robot, a clever robot. ): hahaha.

Yesterday was too tired. Had 3 hours before tuition. Nothing better to do but looked at some people and gossiped about our classmates with evil Winnie. She's like the damn evil person lah :D

After tuition ended, didn't even bothered to bathe and I slept mcm babi soon as I reached home. With all the assignments which look like mountain rather than homeworks and quizes which I have no time to study really kill my time to do other stuffs. Shitshitshit.

However, I did well for the MIC quiz just now and I got 12/15! How about that Winnie? And I didn't even study! Smart ah? Hahaha. Tuition today was cancelled. So, went to KAP with Winnie, Kimmie and Andros. He's buying a hamster! Like so cuteee! Heh heh.

Like zomg I have essays to do! Till next time then :D

Cause I know I will break the 2 years pinky promise like Wawa knows I cannot take it! Crappy penalty made, not talking to each other for one month. But can write letter? Heheh been there done that and obviously we both cannot take the silence. Hahahah.

Plans changed last minute. Instead of jogging, went to KAP to study(as if only) cause I have no book to study. Some more Wawa not talking to me due to some secret horrible scene she made. Hahahaha. But at last at least she was bored and couldn't take it so she talked to me. Sweet and sour Suba did a little paragraph for each of us. NICE CRITICSM.

Ate, laughed, fooled, and Aqilah drove us home. And I'm so tired. Plus bored to max!

I got to know that my clinical attachment is AT FREAKING TEMPINES. Like as if I know how to get there. I mean I know but its like freaking FAR and I can confirm I will get lost. Its like one freaking end of Singapore and I'm living around the west some more. Urghhhhhh.

I think I better leave right now before I fall any deeper and deeper.

False pretenders. Mcm babi.

Seriously, I can't stop saying _________ mcm babi. Sorry Nasyita, sorry Fizzo. It's kinda irritating but I'm addicted to it. Heh heh.

So contradicting.
Jesse Mccartney hot hot!

And both of them keep staring at each other blankly.

I'm clueless ):

I'm on a guy strike =x

It keeps getting closer and closer every steps away from reality which makes me fall even harder.

Booboo I love friends. Hahah.

Wawa got a red eye. Sore eye some more. ):

I love donkey. I sound like a retarded donkey. I love mouse. I love rooster (not chicken). I love snake. Basically I love the animal game. I felt like an idiot just now. (hehhehheeeeeyorrreee) Hahaha.

I have nothing to update actually but I feel like updating, so yah ok done. Heh heh.

Shit you.

Just another lecture smacked me hard right at the back.

It wasn't what I had usually expected from myelf, a cheerful and always smiling person. Not that I haven't been happy and always smiling. I've always been putting on the wide smile just to make sure that everyone's happy. But the fact that everything around me seems to be very distorted made me totally feel like a very different person. Maybe not to them but to me. Ok, whatever this is so crappy. Heh heh.

I feel so dead right now.

Been missing all my gfs until just now. Especially Wawa. Saw her in school made me feel like crying which I eventually did even though I tried holding back those tears. We were complaining about how different it is to find each other not there during lessons after FOUR YEARS STRAIGHT IN THE SAME CLASS. The way we used to distract each other, make fun of the teachers, chase away 5 eng teacher in a year, make the class annoyed with our laughter, doing the silly things and stuffs like that. How I miss that.

Went lot 1 just now. But Dee is not around and Ika had to go off early. Left with the three of us, me, Nas and Wawa. Went from shop to shop to find thermometer for Nas but still couldn't find one. Instead we end up buying accessories and trying apparels. We were so bored that we came out with jokes that we laughed because its not funny. -__- heh heh.

Then we went to new york and had a talk about guys which was not really a talk because we wanted a solution for us to think positively about guys but it was basically a full of nonsense guy talk which we still don't know/have no idea what the solution is. Its funny how we interpret guys out there. (No offence)

Nas: Okay, do you like ______?
Wawa: No, I don't know?
Me: I also don't know. (On behalf of Wawa)
Nas: Can you see the future?
All three laughed.
Wawa: Like how many babies I have??
Me: Your head lah! Not yet! Marry first!
Wawa: Boyfriend girlfriend first lah then marry!!
Me: Oh yah, we skip alot of steps eh? Hahaha.
All three lying on the chair laughing.

All of us talked with those stupid expression on our faces. See what New York has done to us. All the guys that I don't approve will not be Wawa's guy and all the guys that she doesn't approve will not be my guy. Hahaha and that is why we're still single.

I love you, girls! :D

Find something on me to make your mind rest easily but you just can't decide.

It's been awhile since I blogged. From the first day of school and then now. Been busy with the lessons and more lessons. Too shagged from waking up early every morning and sleeping quite late and also missing the stuffs I used to do with the cooliest, hawk and the alien. Heh. So here's just a short post.

These few days, I didn't really talk alot due to some reasons. People were asking me why am I very quiet and behaving strangely. And all I did was say nothing but smile.

Reached home quite late just now. Accompanied by Jaivin and I was being forced to talk everything out. Maybe it was bothering me alot and he noticed it. It made me feel better at last at least. :D Not really fine but somehow I managed to talk to someone. Also thanks to those who tried talking to me. Heh heh.

"I only know you for 2 weeks but we talk like we know each other for 10 years.' Hahaha. Thats what he said.