I'm seriously exhausted. Deprived from good hours of sleep and rest. Promised myself to sleep early but nothing works even though I lay on bed, shutting my eyes for hours and hours. The least I could do was stared into the ceiling with some thoughts running wild, haunting me. Half of my time was spent just by thinking of random things thats ought to be on my mind. It kept me wondering and pondering so hard that I wish I could switch it off though some diversions and distractions, did help a little. Hopelessly hoping for a hope. Insane I know.
A few missed calls and messages. And guess what? I was still sleeping soundly, in my dreamy world. Sis even tried to irritate me so that I could open my eyes. But I couldn't be bothered and thats when cousin came to my house just to wake me up. By that time it was 2 in the afternoon. Dragged my feet and accompanied her out to buy her stationaries. All the way, from house to Lot 1 and back home, I couldn't stop yawning until I lie on the bed. Yawning stops. Sheesh. This totally sucks.
Be meeting my laughing pills tomorrow. Let's hope I'll fall asleep as soon as possible. Those pills might keep me awake by then. Heh. Can't wait! Goodnight! :D
Even when the dust settles, I will still fall the same, like how I do now :)