Time was too quick to be depended on. It happened too fast and too furious, yet, I was not prepare of the outcome at all. AT ALL. Didn't expect anything like this to happen. Sad and shocked, I know I must and I have to finally accept the fact that what is left will only remain as memories. Nothing more, nothing less.

For that half a year which I got to be close with him, everything seemed so fine and happy, with a smile appeared. The jokes, the wanderings inside the house searching for food in the middle of the night, those callings, topup of ezlinks, creating quite a number of internet accounts and all those other little-little things were all noticeable even though I did not show up right in front. It was a lovable and warming kind of feeling to be looking at those funny things done around me although some times his emotions changed into some thing which we did not want it to be. When he is kind, everything seemed so calm. When he is angry, we will watch him silently until he pacifies himself. Still, the reason he did that was just to show off. The last time we met was a week ago and as usual, smiling and disturbing those around. Even though it did not last for so long, at the very least, I managed to be around him. However, right here, right now, things are different. I know this will never happen anymore. It has come to an end. I'm terribly sad. I can't sleep. No words can describe the feelings I'm having now.

Sigh. I miss my cousin. I love my cousin.

Time was too quick to be depended on. It happened too fast and too furious, yet, I was not prepare of the outcome at all. AT ALL. Didn't expect anything like this to happen. Sad and shocked, I know I must and I have to finally accept the fact that what is left will only remain as memories. Nothing more, nothing less.

For that half a year which I got to be close with him, everything seemed so fine and happy, with a smile appeared. The jokes, the wanderings inside the house searching for food in the middle of the night, those callings, topup of ezlinks, creating quite a number of internet accounts and all those other little-little things were all noticeable even though I did not show up right in front. It was a lovable and warming kind of feeling to be looking at those funny things done around me although some times his emotions changed into some thing which we did not want it to be. When he is kind, everything seemed so calm. When he is angry, we will watch him silently until he pacifies himself. Still, the reason he did that was just to show off. The last time we met was a week ago and as usual, smiling and disturbing those around. Even though it did not last for so long, at the very least, I managed to be around him. However, right here, right now, things are different. I know this will never happen anymore. It has come to an end. I'm terribly sad. I can't sleep. No words can describe the feelings I'm having now.

Sigh. I miss my cousin. I love my cousin.