Just another lecture smacked me hard right at the back.
It wasn't what I had usually expected from myelf, a cheerful and always smiling person. Not that I haven't been happy and always smiling. I've always been putting on the wide smile just to make sure that everyone's happy. But the fact that everything around me seems to be very distorted made me totally feel like a very different person. Maybe not to them but to me. Ok, whatever this is so crappy. Heh heh.
I feel so dead right now.
It wasn't what I had usually expected from myelf, a cheerful and always smiling person. Not that I haven't been happy and always smiling. I've always been putting on the wide smile just to make sure that everyone's happy. But the fact that everything around me seems to be very distorted made me totally feel like a very different person. Maybe not to them but to me. Ok, whatever this is so crappy. Heh heh.
I feel so dead right now.